She's Extraaaa... Entry #10

Can I just be extra for a sec?? If not you don't have to read this.... but oh my gosh i need to stop spending my money on dumb crap. I have literally been broke for that past 2 months because my dumb ass thinks i'm rich and can buy whatever I want. I am going to  Disneyland in November and I still have no idea how I am going to pay for it. I have to move out of the place that I am staying at By February and my car is about to literally fall apart on me... oh and my family decided they wanted to do the family reunion in Hawaii in June!!! like excuse me but where am I going to get all of this money??!!! I am literally so stressed out about how am i going to afford all of this and i feel like I have been working doubles for the past 3 weeks and still have not gotten a good enough outcome. All I do is work work work work work and some school, and even then I always have to do things last minute cause i hardly ever have time to do anything. I also had gone to the doctor last week found out I am anemic soooo catch me falling over randomly after i get up... lol so overall my life is messy and i need to figure it out ASAP!!! let me know your struggles sis??